I worked with Troy Smith at a Kids Workshop in the Home Depot booth at the NFL Experience for the Super Bowl this year. He was a really nice guy.

no problem here. the internet and I share the same birthday! woo hoo!

The other day my mom told me that my cousin, Michelle, was admitted to the hospital and that her cancer may have spread.Tonight she forwarded the email that my aunt sent out to only a few people and my cousin sent it to my mom. A few years ago she was diagnosed with breast cancer. She had radiation and eventually went into remission. Well for whatever reason, she was at the doctors Wednesday and they found that it was in her brain. They operated on her and removed the whole tumor, which was the size of a walnut. I can't even imagine what its like and what she's going through. When I read the e-mail I teared up a bit. I'm not really close to any of my cousins, aunts, uncles. But it's just sad what she's going through. And for this ugly thing to keep rearing its head.

Also, my mom sent me another e-mail about my great-Uncle John--her uncle. He passed away the other day. He was 91. He had a heart-attack a few weeks ago and was put into the hospital. My mom said that he was tired of being there and they discharged him and I guess a few days later is when he passed. He and his wife, Aunt Rose, are the only great-aunt and uncle I ever met. They were awesome. I don't really remember too much, but I do remember they came down during the winter and lived in Kissimmee and my mom, sister and I would go over and visit.

It's so sad that all this is happening at the same time. And all within the same family.

tagged by Kelly

Life Soundtrack (downloads)

(Waking up) What a Wonderful World--Louis Armstrong ♪
(Average day) Hey Driver--Lucky Boys Confusion ♪ /Wanna Be a Baller--Lil Troy ♪
(First date) American Baby--Dave Matthew's Band ♪
(Falling in love) Crazy Over You--112 ♪ /If I Never Stop Loving You--David Keresh ♪
(Love scene) I Wanna Be With You--Mandy Moore ♪
(Fight scene) 6 Feet Underground--Ja Rule ♪
(Breaking up) Goodbye--Alicia Keys ♪ /Losing Grip--Avril Lavigne ♪
(Getting back together) Forever and Ever, Amen--Randy Travis♪
(Secret love) Only One--Yellowcard ♪ /She's Like the Wind--Patrick Swazye ♪
(Life's okay) Sittin on the Dock of the Bay--Otis Redding ♪
(Mental breakdown) Sunburn--Fuel ♪ /Amazed--the Offspring ♪
(Driving) Children 2000--Robert Miles ♪
(Learning a lesson) I'm Moving On--Rascal Flatts ♪
(Deep thought) Revolve--30 Seconds to Mars ♪
(Flashback) Dance With My Father--Luther Vandross ♪
(Partying) Gap--311 ♪ /Who the Fuck Is Alice--Gompie ♪
(Happy dance) Do You Right--311 ♪ /Come Baby Come--K7 ♪
(Regretting) Don't Dwell--311 ♪
(Introspective) Amerika--Trick Daddy ♪ /Mosh--Eminem ♪
(Long night alone) I Wish I Didn't Miss You--Angie Stone ♪
(Death scene) I'm Suppose to Die Tonight--50 Cent ♪
(Closing credits) Lonley Sweedish--Tom Green ♪ /Polk County--OHB (they're from around here...REPRESENT!)♪


List five songs that you are currently digging... It doesn't matter what genre they are, whether they have words, whether or not they're your favorites, or even if they're any good. They must simply be songs you're really enjoying right now. (I'm going to add an extra one..)
1. Vast--Defy (my friend Aron's band) ♪
2. Attack--30 Seconds to Mars ♪
3. Remedy--Seether ♪
4. Loose Control--Missy ♪
5. Collide--Howie Day ♪
6. Always--Blink 182 ♪

Post these instructions along with your five songs, and then tag five other people to see what they're listening to.
_fragilexheart_, _shotgunkisses, mayer_magic, change__me, oh_perfect_day



holy moly! the uploading is taking forever...i'll finish the last few later today..
tell me which ones you dl, i'm curious to know. =]

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the presale tickets for 311's Tampa and West Palm shows are already sold out, only an hour after they went on sale. grr damnit.

dammit, its 4:40 and my ass can't fall asleep.
my sleeping is all fucked up lately. i woke up at 10 yesterday morning, was all like crackhead wired for about an hour, then dead ass tired around 11. so i went back to sleep then got up at 4. wow. goooood thing i had the day off, eh? i would take a tylenol pm, but i gotta be up at 10-1030 to go to work at 12 til 10.

oh yes, if anyone knows where i can find any Mark Grace appeal, that would be fab. i want one of those t-shirts that are like a jersey..ya know. but i can only find Sosa. and there isn't a Diamondbacks one. wtf is wrong with this world? he's one of the most bombass first-basemen EVER in the history of time. duh. i've seemed to take sudden interest in him again, yes..even if he is 41, and retired, and married..with children Leslie. =P the man is my hero ♥

Stolen from _fragilexheart_

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also, _fragilexheart_ tagged me...

Music list
List six of your current favorite songs, and tag six people to do this too.

01. Wait-- Ying Yang Twins
02. Anything But Mine-- Kenny Chesney
03. Alcohol-- Brad Paisley
04. Always-- Blink 182
05. Collide-- Howie Day
06. Lyla-- Oasis

i taaaaag..

_shotgunkisses

change__me

endeavor

oh_perfect_day

//for some reason, its not putting it, so i also tag mayer_magic.
fuck you LJ! >;O

oh yes, my car runs beautifully. it was $461 all together. with the fuel system cleaning. i was so excited to pick it up.
i almost was excited like i was going to pick up my old car, i loved that thing...*tear*

yeah, so i was just on MySpace and saw that 311's new album comes out July 26!!!! its called "Don't Tread On Me" wooooo!!! and they're going on tour from July 27 - September 18, with Papa Roach and Unwritten Law.




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haha yeah, i'm excited. not too thrilled about Papa Roach, they were at the Anger Management tour when Connie and I went a few years ago..and they blew. we walked around the consession stands and went back for their last song, "Last Resort" but Unwritten Law should be good! man, i can't wait! i hope they come here..i'm willing to drive to see them. i love them. <3

Wonder Showzen on MTV2 is the funniest shit, ever.

only i would say some stupid shit like this:

kryztalitee: i'm going to jail
kryztalitee: the kidney stone police are coming to get me
GaS HoUsE BaBi13: why
GaS HoUsE BaBi13: lol
kryztalitee: i'm drinking my SECOND mt. dew of the day :O

ps, i love this song as much as i hate my kidney stones and love mt. dew...which is a whole fuckin lot!

holy crap..i need to take my ass to BED!

1. Put your playlist on random.
2. Pick 20 40 (only cuz i'm that bored) songs and write one line from each.
3. Strike out the song every time someone comments, guessing the right Song and Artist.
4. post this in your journal!

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o1. If I put my fingers here and if I said I love you dear
o2. So its me and her and a can of beans sitting there on the front porch swing
o3. Leave me when I'm at my worst, feeling as if I've been cursed
o4. And momma told me, but she told me when, she said with money comes sin and some fake ass friends
o5. Though its easy to pretend, I know you're not a fool
o6. You doin' yo job everyday, you work so hard yo hair turn gray
o7. Life's the only thing that deals the pain
o8. In this crowded world, I'll be high waiting when the last train comes
o9. Let the money drip dry, hundred dollar bills wipe the tears from my eye
1o. I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
11. You mean the world to me and baby the way you make me feel whenever I'm alone with you is irreplaceable
12. I hit the gate and hops in my schwinn and I tell the homies aiight then
13. Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
14. A cozy little home in the country with two children, maybe three
15. Momma told me not to stop til I bust a nut
16. I got no passion, I got no patience and I hate waitin..hoe get yo ass in
17. And if you think you can turn me out, baby I wish that you would
18. Sometimes I sit and look at life from a different angle, don't know if I'm God's child or Satan's angel
19. When your backs against the wall, just turn around and you will see, I will catch your fall
2o. Me, I ain't got shit else to do, nigga I'm bout to get fucked up
21. Trying to fit a square into a circle was my life
22. Spend the weekend in Vegas and gamble on sweet, sweet love
23. Remember when I first met you at my cousins house, a week later we was fuckin on yo motha's couch
24. Got a castle in Brooklyn, thats where I dwell
25. I don't really need to look very much further, I don't wanna have to do where you don't follow
26. Don't get it twisted, you easy like Sunday morning and shopliftin
27. I stand alone, I'm on my own, my hands will bleed
28. now let the cheverolet slide, as i dip and make a trip to the south side
29. When you feel like my dreams are so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
3o. Not even on my radar, so won't you please jump off my dick, lay off and stay off
31. You must be a football coach the way you got me playin the field
32. Now if your heart was as big as your mouth, you'd be real
33. Believe me when I say that I've got something for his punk ass
34. but every now and then i get caught up in a playerhation
35. you're still controlled by the coursethat the other man takes
36. if they can't raise my interest then i have to let them be
37. thru the storm we reach the shore, you give it all but i want more
38. Maybe it's my imagination, another story there to be told
39. There's too much coke, and too much smoke, can't you see whats going on inside you
4o. Cuz I'll beat dat cat with a dog, and knock da walls of a broad til she scrawl

today i woke up at 9:45, almost 2 hours late. so i just went back to sleep. i was supposed to go to the chiropractor before school and then turn in my nutrition project..i'll just email them and tell them i didnt have a way to school. i finally woke back up at 2:15, i jumped out of bed, threw some jeans and a hoodie on and went to my mom's work. we had to take the Tahoe back =*[
the total bill for 20 days was almost $950. fuck. BUT I still have NO CAR! the other guys insurance will only pay for a car for 3 days past what ours will. wtf. According to Morgan, Colling & Gilbert on tv all the time, his insurance company is supposed to pay for a car until i get a car or get my check. which i have NEITHER! grr. this isn't gonna work. my mom has work, Sarah has work and i have school and am supposed to start work soon. with one car that is gonna work out just super! we don't want to get a lawyer..but it looks like we might have to.

i found out something that..maybe i shouldn't have? i always manage to find stuff out that will upset or aggervate me. i don't really want to go into it, i guess its my own fault because i look around, not really looking for something and find something i really don't want to know. it kinda hurt my feelings, but i'll get over it.

my nose is killing me, i keep sneezing and it itches like crazy. Sarah is on the phone with her boss and i don't know whats going on...i guess the store she was sent to work at for a few days was talking shit. OMG she got fired. over some whack ass bullshit. they lied about some stuff and then said her drawer was short when other people were on it and somebody else ran her report and signed it. i dunno..crazy stuff. she's going balistic. shes like "I'm getting a lawyer and suing those motherfuckers!"

holy moses!
i loooove Lucky Boys Confusion!
i had them listed as one of my friends on myspace and just now listened to them. they are grrrrreat! they are going to be in Orlando tomorrow night..but i have no idea where. maybe i'll get Sarah go to with meeee!

This is the best thing ever. i want one. seriously.
and a button.

last night i had CNN on and was on CNN.com. i was so excited at first when Kerry was up 77-66 for the electoral votes. but then, as the night went on, i got more disapointed and upset. and i really was upset when Bush took FL. okay, YES, brother Jeb is gov. but come on people! because ol Dubya came down here a few times after the hurricanes that means he's such a great guy and we should vote for him?! FUCK NO! its because of him that we were ineligible for FEMA. God forbid if something really bad would have happened..we would have been out on our ass without a pot to piss in and he wouldn't have given a fuck. OH! But he'll go tour the groves of his buddy who supports him and gives him donations. so that makes it all alright. i woke Sarah up around 11 and i kept saying "I can't take this" and shes like "neither can I, I'm changing the channel" then they started talking about something and she never changed it. haha. when they said that Bush took FL, she went into my mom's room and grabbed a suitcase and headed to her room. she said "FUCK THIS! i'm packing my shit and moving, i don't want to be associted with this bullshit!" i almost fell to the floor laughing. it was sooooo funny! When Kerry took CA, i got so excited. i was like "there's still a chance! I hope he fucks Bush like Bush fucked Gore with those electoral votes..now they're gonna be of some use" but it didn't happen. I finally made myself go to bed around 3:30 because it was pretty much over by then. damn Ohio with all those provisional ballots and what the fuck is with Iowa? I was so upset when Kerry gave his consession. i almost cried. it was depressing. i honestly felt let down. we had such a good thing instore for us, and we got fucked. HARD. i never thought i'd be so into an election as i was this one. but i realize that i was because it was for my future...our future. it'll just get worse from here on out. i got so mad when Dubya said that this is "one country, one constitution..." blah blah. RIGHT. and look what he's doing to this country and the constitution...taking away rights to people who are as much of an American as he and you and I am. that just pisses me off. Because you're gay your happiness isn't as important as straight peoples. Us straight folks are more worthy of marriage rights than gays. wtfever. and well, you know, it doesn't really matter why you want an abortion, even if you did get raped or your pregnency is life threatning..sorry..you can't make that decision about YOUR OWN body.

WHY do 50 million + people want somebody like this running our country?!
it is honestly beyond me.
they really disapoint me.

hmm its actually been a few days since i've updated. :O haha

i don't know if i mentioned this before or not, but i had an interview at the bank Thursday morning. I did a profiling test online and the lady said she'd call me back. I haven't heard from her yet, but who knows. I'm STILL gonna try working on Home Depot though!


on my birthday, Friday night, Heather, Sarah, Holly and I went to Howl-O-Scream. it was good times. we got there around 9 and sometime around 11 we lost Sarah and Holly. whatever though. we went in all the haunted houses and rode most of the rides. the best one was the Cheetah Chaser. I laughed the whole time! There was this guy behind us with his little girl..she was probably only like 7..and he was like "this is where it gets a little squirley" and at every turn he was like "oh shit" or "oh fuck" and he was all monotone, so that made it even funnier. wooo. we finally found Sarah and Holly right before we left. we had so much fun! Heather gave me a Funshine bank, a friends book and $75. she's so great. =]

Over the weekend I didn't really do much of anything. I had the cramps from hell so i just layed around and slept most of the weekend.

Today I actually went to ALL my classes. woooo. I saw To-nay, a guy I worked with at Publix, and i wasl ike 15 minutes late to class. but its all good because my teacher was just looking up inmates on polksheriff.org. haha. in math, we had a test. grr. it was so long, but i think i did good on it. then in wellness, i had to keep myself from falling asleep every 3 seconds. i had a chiropractor appointment at 3, so i stayed at school and did my nutrition project..i was so confused but finally got the hang of it. i was at the chiropractor's office for like 3 seconds. after that, i went to Randy's house. I chilled with his mom for a few hours before he got home. always fun times with him. We went and saw his dad. he didn't even recognize me at first. then he was like "oooh yeah! its been a loooooong time girl, how you been?!" he's still crazy. haha. Randy gave me $25 for my birthday and Brenda gave me $20 and wants to take me out to lunch sometime this week. I wish I saw them more often, I really miss them. Brenda was telling me that her neighbor was in an accident and she got $25,000 from her insurance and $25,000 from the other person's. shoot, I wouldn't mind that at all. I finally left there around 9:30 and when I went to call home to wake Sarah up, I saw that Heather beeped me. Then I remembered that I was supposed to go to her house today before she went to school to pick up my cake her mom made me. I'm always forgetting something latley. I shall call her tomorrow while she's on break.


EVERYONE MAKE SURE TO REMEMBER TO GO OUT AND VOTE TOMORROW IF YOU CAN!!!
preferably John Kerry =D

its the only way we can turn this mess around.